Luckily for everyone I've tapered off a bit in the baby/pregnancy journal-ing. I want to get all of this up here though for posterity - got to have the memories somewhere. These entries are still from pretty early on. SP is 15 weeks this week so I've got to get caught up soon or I'll spend the whole pregnancy recapping! Anyway here's a quick glimpse back in time!
June 1st was 5 weeks.
Babycakes is at about 6 weeks now and she's starting to feel it. She's super exhausted and is definitely having some nausea here and there. Which is especially hard for because she's not really a thrower up-er. Like she never throws up... at least she hasn't in the last 5 years...so she's extra nausea sensitive, poor thing.
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6/5/14 - 5 weeks and countinggg
I'm dying for the first ultrasound (which is scheduled for week 7)
I'm pretty sure SP is SICK of me asking her about her symptoms and how she feels etc. But it is kind of cool to watch the "symptoms" happen. Her pants don't fit as well (in fact we order some belly bands to try to extend the time bmc - before maternity clothes), she's definitely more tired, and more cry-ey ;) Some days though she says she doesn't even feel pregnant which is weird (and does sort of send me into a tiny anxiety space) but I think it's early yet. I fear morning sickness could still be on its way.
Keeping this secret is KILLING me, but we are both hesitant to tell anybody because we are well aware that miscarriages happen. And I'm not sure we could go through telling everybody we're pregnant and then having to tell everybody we're not pregnant anymore. So we're waiting. but it doesn't mean I like it!
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| Mini-pregs (aka the Before picture) |
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6/10/14 - The Saltine Diet (6 weeks)
She's also growing out of her clothes which she hates but I keep explaining is sort of to be expected unfortunately. I ordered her some belly bands online in hopes of keeping her in her pants a little while longer (har har). And bra shopping (dreaded dreaded bra shopping) is on the horizon.
SP has had some spotting which of course sent both of us into a crazy panic. And then add in all the googling and we were sure the worst was happening. I convinced her to call the clinic and they told her that it is normal for some people to spot in early pregnancy. But they said that because she is RH- she should come in for a Rhogam shot. Being RH- doesn't usually affect first pregnancies but it wouldn't hurt anything.
So now basically we just wait. Everything seems like it's waiting waiting waiting.
Next week we have our first ultrasound, to say I'm beyond excited would be an understatement. I think it's important for SP too as she keeps saying it doesn't seem real. I'm like really honey? 4 home pregnancy tests, a blood test, and an inability to stay awake or eat anything haven't convinced you (not to mention that whole not having a period thing but whatever...)
Fingers crossed everything is progressing as it should be...come on universe, please give us this one!
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| This is the "I hate you" smile ;) |